Kill Myself

02 May

Based on the number of things i should have.
That i dont.
And the things i should have done.
That i haven’t.
The What i know i could be.
That i’m not.
I have decided to kill myself.

Right here right now, a gun to my head.
The trigger’s calling; it’s time to be dead.
And put an end to the horror of a life i live.
Or maybe with an axe my neck i’ll cleave.

So dear friends and family, this is a suicide note.
And i assure you it is for the best.
I’m not being overrun by misplaced zest.
Or whatever you think my proposed death connotes.

Its well documented that death births life.
Just like peace is often the aftermath of war.
And Backwards is sometimes the best way forward.
I have decided to end this life of strife.
Giving myself an opportunity to start afresh and march onward.

A grain must first die before it can multiply.
To be reborn as the Phoenix and fly.
To the zen of my infinite possibilities.
Its high time i embraced my responsibilities.

For everything i should have,.
There is something i should have done.
For everything i should have done.
There is something i should have known.

To know, to do, to have and to become.
I have to first be dead to distractions.
And kill myself with focused hardwork to get things done.
So that my new life, will be very much unlike the old one.

Heaven on earth, all things under control.
The kind of death that gets my name on the honor roll.
‘Cause its tantamount to previously unattainable success.
With renewed zeal and unmatchable zest.

So who else wants to die? If you want a turnaround *change* in your life, that life has to die.

Remember that “A Fool is someone who does the same thing over and over again and expect different result”.

Re-invent the wheel and create a New Reality for yourself.

You can do it, many before you have and so can you.

I remain @OverlordNoni on twitter


Posted by on May 2, 2013 in Inspiration, Maiden, Poetry


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16 responses to “Kill Myself

  1. Ahrah

    May 2, 2013 at 5:54 pm

    #putting a gun to mai head too# i wanna die so i can live!!!
    I lhurv ds piece bro

    • hasarla

      May 3, 2013 at 6:36 am

      Thats the way to go Ahrah…. We all gotta die if we really wanna live. Thank you for dropping a comment. Bless

  2. Oladapo

    May 3, 2013 at 5:34 am

    Nice twist to it, thought u really wanted to end it…lol. Great piece, well done.

    • hasarla

      May 3, 2013 at 6:38 am

      hahahaha. End it ke? Wen i havent achieved my mega plans yet. Will hang around long enough to see them all become reality. I’m glad you like it boss. Thanks for commenting

  3. dharblizz

    May 3, 2013 at 7:30 am

    i tot u wanted to die ni.. Till i reached d end.. It is talking to me..
    Time to sit up and read

    • hasarla

      May 3, 2013 at 12:26 pm

      Mr Dharblizz. As you urself already figured out. Get busy bro. I wish you the best in ur examz. I hope you’re back from Abuja!!!

  4. Imisi

    May 3, 2013 at 11:57 am

    Wowz! Fantastic end to this. Good read.

    • hasarla

      May 3, 2013 at 12:27 pm

      Thank you Imisi for dropping a comment. God bless you

  5. Dupe Killa (@dupekilla)

    May 3, 2013 at 12:19 pm

    You write so beautifully, wow and well done!
    If you can, edit that place where you aftermath(result). Please chose one.
    Otherwise…. beautiful!!!

    • hasarla

      May 3, 2013 at 12:30 pm

      Aunty Dupe of Life. Correction made. Thank you very much for dropping a comment. And for the compliments. God bless

  6. Oreoluwa (@oreoluwade)

    May 3, 2013 at 2:22 pm

    Nice stringing of words, good message. Beautiful altogether.

  7. Atinuke

    May 3, 2013 at 5:18 pm

    Beautiful read

  8. Tomilola

    May 4, 2013 at 11:23 am

    Wow!!!!!! Dis is a really nice piece. Lol, 2 think dat I actually got scared @ 1st. 2 birth something new, something old must die. Point taken. Thumbs up!

  9. Omena

    May 5, 2013 at 1:59 pm


  10. moyosoreoluwa

    May 8, 2013 at 1:28 am

    Wow! Ds is really cool! I love the twist;d suspence. Nyc one bro,Keep it up!


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